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♥ Cravings.
Happiness
SS501 newest album
Become more fluent in Korean
•Another Penknife
•grow taller till 156cm.
•New phone
•Youh
•Torture th person who stoled my phone
•Pass maths and Science
WLSSC outing
-Wildwildwet
-Partyworld(again)
-East coast/West coast
2E2 Class outing
•Go Korea and Japan
Go to SS501 concert
•Forget & move on.

♥ Loves&Gans.

WLSSC♥♥♥♥♥

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MandaJieh<3
YurongDaddy<3
MingjieCheese<3
JingweeMint<3
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Hongyin
Zehao
WaikeongPiggy!
JasperVeryverygoodgoodfriend!
JasmineMaster!
YanxinLaopo!
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AihuiSweetsweet!
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♥ March 30, 2009

WoOtS !? came to post...
at school now
later habb choir reharsal
damn tired lorhs
cnt go judo becos of choir rehersal for speech day
BADBADBAD !!!

...........

th love story that ended cnt be continued anymore
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Monday, March 30, 2009

♥ March 27, 2009

yEAH REAL BORED
3rd post 4 de dayy

1. Were you named after anyone?
Ans: No.

2. When was the last time you cried?
Ans: meory loss

3. Do you like your handwriting?
Ans: sometimes ;)

4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
Ans: Idk xD

5. Do you have kids?
Ans: In de future obviously

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
Ans: no im hateful

7. Do you use sarcasm?
Ans: Sometimes with friends.

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
Ans: WHAT?

9. Would you bungee jump?
Ans: No lol.

10. What is your favorite cereal?
Ans: NOT sure

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Ans: sometimes

12. What is your favorite board game?
Ans: Nothing.

13. What is your favorite ice cream?
Ans: strawberry/choco ice cream ♥_♥

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
Ans: dunoe....

15. Red or pink?
Ans: red

16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
Ans: everyting

17. Who do you miss the most?
Ans: WLSSC ,, "123@456"

18. Do you want everyone to complete this list?
Ans: if they want

19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?
Ans: im not wearing any shoes

21. What are you listening to right now?
Ans: Breathe slow

22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be
Ans: White. .

23. Favourite smell?
Ans: dunoe

24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ans: .....

25. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
Ans: none

26. Favorite sports to watch?
Ans: Tennis.

27. Hair color?
Ans: Black.

28. Eye color?
Ans: Generally black, but dark brown

29. Do you wear contacts?
Ans: No.

30. Favorite food?
Ans: Idk...

31. Scary movies or happy endings?
Ans: both

32. Last movie you watched?
Ans: memory loss again but imiss movies wif WLSSC

33. What color shirt are you wearing?
Ans: grey and white

34. Summer or winter?
Ans: Winter.

35. Hugs or kisses?
Ans: Hugs.

37. Most likely to respond?
Ans: saying HUH ?

38. Least likely to respond?
Ans: stop breathing

39. What book are you reading now?
Ans: none

40. What is on your mouse pad?
Ans: mouse obviously

41. What did you watch on tv last night?
Ans: i went to sleep early

42. Favorite sound(s).
Ans: his voice,, th noise WLSSC makes

43. Rolling stones or beatles?
Ans: None!

44. What is the farthest you have been from home?
Ans: Australia

45. Do you have a special talent?
Ans: Maybe.

46 Where were u born?
Ans: Singapore

47. Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
Ans: No-one.

48. How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
Ans: ....
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Friday, March 27, 2009



Amy draw de nice ??
Lionel
teacher craps



the girl he talked about,,she must be beautiful,, someting im without.
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Friday, March 27, 2009

♥ March 26, 2009

arhg ! im sick ~~

too bad.. sooo sian at home

updated.
happy ?

byebye
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Thursday, March 26, 2009

♥ March 20, 2009

judo-ed..
fun =)


then walked around the sch to wait for choir
then went toilet
when i and sam come out
the auntie look at us like so buay song like tat
knn
then ask me n sam going where
i reply waiting for choir

then go to canteen
sat there and chatted
walaos sam sae i let down my hair
look veri chio
then i was like
那里会?那里chio?
then went for V.BASS
........................
........................
finally Daisy came
started warm up

then Mr Ong came
he treated us to mashmellow =D=DD
sang THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR
then follow by
FOREVER FRIENDS
damn damn nice
then we were suppose to take one step to the right
one step to the right then snap
one step to the left then snap
then during ... erm wat arhs i 4got lerhs
then erm 1 senior was doing some EXTREMELY FUNNY ballet actions
sing sing sing sing
sing sing sing sing
then break
Daisy call me then say Lionel says HI !
oh.. then i was like HI
then they oohhhhh
i was like HUH?!
then some1 told me that HI has the meaning of love
LOL larhs i say HI everydae to almost everyone
doesnt means i love them !!
miss chia came
she say SPEECH DAY was erm watt... i 4got lerhs !!!
then she said someting that points to mr ong
then mr ong was doing silly funny actions behing her
then she said someting again that pointed to mr ong
then mr ong did a BIG twist behind her
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


then went home with sam
wee teck and boonheng
sam keep on tickling me
i was like very scared of her and walk
a distance from her
when we reach the lrt station
i dont want take the same lift wif sam
im scared of her !!!
then i climb staircase
then she follow me
i sa wher then i walk another staircase down
then took the lif wif boonheng n wee teck
then ..

boonheng:你跟我们两个在这里不怕阿?
me:不怕
boonheng:等一下我们rape你
me:你敢!?
boonheng: (paus for a while)不敢
weeteck:cheyy
boonheng:ehs she judo lehs !!

then reach platform lerhs
on de lrt....

chatchatchat
walaos
boonheng still dare admit that he everytime copy
my work during primaryschool

then go home !!
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Friday, March 20, 2009

♥ March 19, 2009

LOL ?! My third post for today ??
im terribly bored !!!

im trying to stand up again,,
after being hurt so many times.
but its difficult.
but im not going to give up,,
give up standing up and loving uue

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Thursday, March 19, 2009


Argg ! went to kairu's blog..
saw my name at de end of quiz
so decided to do..
since i hav ALOT of free time..

100 truths.

1. Real name → Zhaoatng
002. Nickname(s)→ Zt,,aileen,, caoda,, basically too much to say
004. Zodiac sign → Libra
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → ZhenghuaPrimary
007. Middle School → FajarSecondary
008. University → notyet.
009. Friends → Tooooo many

010. Hair color → Dark brown
011. Long or short Hair → short.
012. Loud or Quiet → loud ? LOL
013. Sweats or Jeans → neither.
014. Phone or Camera → phone.


015. Health freak → HUH?!
016. Drink or Smoke? → drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes..
018. Eat or Drink → Drink.
019. Piercings → ear only.
020. Tattoos → nope.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → P3.
024. First best friend → Ket yongsim
025. First award → Best progress =)
026. First crush → argg personal
027. First pet → fishes =.=
030. First big birthday → P3

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing.
050. Drinking → nothing.
052. I'm about to → fall asleep.
053. Listening to → 对不起
054. Plans for today → nothing.
055. Waiting for → A miracle to happen

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → dont know .
059. Want to get married? → ...
060. Careers in mind → Air stewardness
WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → neither.
074. Sensitive or loud → loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts -> no.
081. Ran away from home → no.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → yea
083. Killed somebody → no.
084. Broken someone's heart → i dont know .
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → no.
090. Miracles → yes.
091. Love at first sight → yes.
092. Heaven → yes.
093. Santa Claus → no.
094. Male Nipples → LOL!?
095. Kiss on the first date → no.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → not really
099. Do you believe in God → dont know.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
-yurong
-aiwen
-manda
-jingwee
-sammie
-shandy
-sharmaine
-shujing
-boonheng
-kaini

DONE!!
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Thursday, March 19, 2009


i shall do the quiz before i write bout todae
alrites ? =)=)

tio BoonHeng sabo to do quiz
__________________________________________________________________________
1: Are you single - ....
2: Are you happy - sort of..
3: Are you bored - very.
4: Are you fair - i tink not
5: Are you Italian - obviously no
6: Are you intelligent - im stupid
7: Are you honest - yea.. itinkso
8: Are you nice - only to people i dont hate
9: Are you Irish - no
10:Are you Asian - argg
8: Mood : slightly bored
9: Favourite colour - black,,white,,blue
10: One favourite place you like to visit - aniwhere i go wif friends
.(:Ten QUESTIONS
1:Have you been in love - obviously yes
2:Do you believe in love at the first sight - yes
3:Do you currently have a crush -yea?
4:Have you ever been hurt emotionally - everytime
5:Have you ever broken someone heart - dontnoe
6:Have you ever had your heart broken - everytime
7:Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - yea..
8:Are you afraid you Commitment - im only 12 for god's sake(i haven bdae)
9:Who was the last person you hug - forgotten
10:Who was the last person you said i love you to - HUSHH!!
<3TEN THIS OR THAT
1:Love or lust : Love
2:Hard liquor or beer : hard liquor
3:Cats or dogs : doggies
4: A few best friends or any regular friends : best fwens
5:Creamy or Cruncy : crunchy (ihatecream)
6:Pencil or Pen : pencil
7:Wild night out or romantic night in :both
8:Money or Happiness : happiness
9:Day or night : night
10 :IM or phone : phone
10 HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - yes
2. Seen a polar bear - at the zoo
3. Done something you regret - almost everytime
4. Bungee jumped - argg
.5. Eaten food that fell on the floor- dontnoe
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - wats tat?
.7. Been caught naked - nope
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back -maybe..
.9. Cried because you lost your pet -kinda of
.10. Wanted to disappear -often
,TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - both
2. Light or dark hair -dark.
3. Hugs or kisses - hugs.
4. Shorter or taller - Taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction - attraction
6. Topman or Zara - wads tat??
7. Funny or serious -funny
8. Older or younger -older
.9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing.
10. Sweet or bad - sweet
(:TEN HAVE YOU'S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd -ya
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour -yeap
3. Ever tried walking on your hands -nope
4. Ever been to a rock concert -...
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team -yup on sports day
6. Ever been on a dance team-yae
7. Ever been on a sports team -uumm...no???
8. Ever been in a drama play/production -yes
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - nah stupid question
10. Ever been on a rap video - errm...no
.TEN LASTS.
1. Last phone call you made -my mum
2. Last person you hugged -forgot
3. Last person you hung out with - kairu they all at judo..
4. Last time you worked -uumm...im a student???
5. Last person you talked to -dad
6. Last person you IM'd -wads tat
7. Last person you texted- xuewen
9. Last person/thing you missed - him/WLSSC
10. Last website visited - my own blog to reply taggies
TEN PEOPLE TO DO
1.Yong aiwen
2.Chong yurong
3.Amanda chan
4.Tan jingwee
5.Shandy mae yap
6.Sharmaine peh
7.Siew hui
8.Shujing
9.Mandy
10.Kairu


Finally !!

judo-ed today
it was damn damn fun ~~
BUT tiring
i was laughing the whole time i guess
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Thursday, March 19, 2009

♥ March 17, 2009



2dae wanling,,samantha,,catherine,,yingrou and mandy
came to my house
we were suppose to do the music project
sian..
took some pictures

blahs blahs

taggs replied


TO; BOON
i dunoe.. but some tings tat uue are not suppose to see..
uue dont ever touch tat book again.. or i'll never tok to uue in my life again,,


TO; MANDA
iloveyou !! sooo long neber see uue lerhs;((
miss you sia,, go ice skating some day okayy ?

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

♥ March 13, 2009

got back my result slip

1. English : 64.0 B4
2. Chinese : 70.0 A2
3. Mathematics : 57.2 C5 (surprise rite ? Yurongdaddy&de others
used to teach me until blood vessels burst)
4. Science : 58.4 C5
5. Geography : VR
6. History : 71.3 A2
7. Literature : 60.0 B4
8. D&T: VR
9. Art : 62.0 B4
10. Home Econ : 69.0 B3


during recess chased kenny
walao he kns larhs run in bots toilet
i was taking a sharp stick
w8ting outside for him hahahaha
he was damn damn funny


after sch
slacked around w8ted 4 choir
play basketball
i score YAY !

tat TBH go peek at my tings then i sibei angry
i jus grab everyting and walked off
then TBH was like "sorry lah zhaotang"
i like nber heard him like tat
then went 4 choir
learned 3 songs damn nice ..
after choir he stil tere
freaking hell sia
then walk out of gate saw samantha (sec2 derhs)
she kip tickling me sia
then i was runnning like mad
reached lrt station
i was lacking of sugar sia but no money to buy sweets lerh
i wanted to lend money frm sam and weeteck
butten they no money lerh
then TBH say he hav but i ignored him
and walked to lrt station
went home.....

i dont care anymore
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Friday, March 13, 2009

♥ March 12, 2009






hii earthlings ! came to post ..


wakao the beyond classroom week was BORED
LAME IDIOTIC

i dont like the coach Gwen sia
her face is like #@$%@!?
simple word - bitchy
she kip on staring at me sia
cos i wasn't paying attention wat coach Anne
was saying
and the worksheet they gave i just crush it and playing with it
then yingrou and sam say she kip looking and me
then i sae
look look look
look more i poke your eyes out larh !


then after sch have judo
sam says i look cute in GI (LOL =.=)
then go home with douglas and otheers
ryan made me sibei mad
he go take my ezlink and show to every1
easy - from today onwards i'll pretend he's
some1 i didn know - stranger
then kenny go step my shoe
then i glare at him then he still laugh and
say walao then point to douglas
then he was like " hahahaha "
then i hit him once
cos we were walking to de lrt station
butten he walk another way marhs
then we go separate ways
then i was trying to tie my shoes again
then he saw me he was like laughing like mad
ARGh !!!







things are just not the same
whats broken is meant to be broken

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Thursday, March 12, 2009

♥ March 9, 2009

told by Elly to do the quiz ..




1.Besides your lips,where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
-cheeks.

2.How do you feel when u woke up this morning?
-sleepy,,damn fed up

3.Who was the last person who you took picture with?
-none

4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
-noopppe,,

5.Would you ever donate blood?
-idk...

6.Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
-yea,,

7.Do you want someone dead?
-myself

8.What does your last text msg says?
-"kayy nevermind"

9.What are you thinking of right now?
-how to breathe

10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
-yes,,hym

11.When did you go to sleep last night?
-around 1.30

12.Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing now?
-my cousin bought for me at taiwan

13.Is someone in your mind right now?
-yea,, WLSSC ,, hym

14.Who was the last person who texted you ?
-.......

15.people tagged to do tis quiz
1.Yong aiwen
2.Chong yurong
3.Amanda Chan (if she wants)
4.Boon heng
5.Shu jing
6.Superman(harizal)
7.Jade
8.Kaini
9.Kairu
10.Hafiz

16.Who is 2 having a relationship with ?
-*Ahem* cnt say he will kill me !

17.Is 3 a female or male?
-Female

18.If 7 and 10 gets together,will it be a good thing?
-ITS IMPOSSIBLE

19.What is number 1 studies about?
-probably the same as wat im studying?

20.I number 4 single?
-Dunoe...

21.Say something about number 5.
-Sweet ,, damn chio,, nice voice

22.What do you think about number 3 and 6 together?
-argg,, difficult to explain--

23.Describe number 9.
-funny,,nice,,trustworthy,,......

24.What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight?
-ermmm ....

25.Do you like number 8?
-Of Coshh !


done !
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Monday, March 09, 2009

♥ March 6, 2009

GUYS.. RE-ADD ME
me-stupidity@hotmail.com
thanxs


im stupid
i noe i am
im trying really hard
really hard,
just to forget you
and yet,, im still loving you
and missing you.
im such an idiot.
im sorry

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Friday, March 06, 2009

♥ March 2, 2009

hyper...

during mr jo's class
fun-sort of?
he showed us the video of various songs
but most of us sang along with BLEEDING LOVE
damn nice sia
but i was lik sing sing sing then saw 'QINQ SHI HUANG'(SHI FENG)
singing BLEEDING LOVE
OHMYGOD

hyper
hyperhyper

recess
hyper
sat with siewhui they all

after that when walking to hall saw
DM squating at the staircase there
observing us and holding microphone

damn funny sia
i siewhui and sock en they all
was laughing like mad
i tink shikang was behind me or something
i dont care =p

after recess
emo emo emo
emo emo emo
emo emo emo


go home


go judo
hyper hyper hyper


rain was like SO BIG
i w8ted for dad for 51minutes i tink
luckily sam weeteck jasper and mingwei w8ted with me

THANXS ALOT !!

tats all folks
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Monday, March 02, 2009